In the cracks of the sidewalks between the corner bars is where
we discovered perfect hatred
it swirled within the music billowing hauntingly through open shutters
past neighborhood dogs wagging tails behind picket fences their eyes intent on finding mischief in our footsteps
and the hatred wasn’t anger, but a perfect sorrow that pools in the street after a
spring rain with nothing to hold or contain it
the kind of hatred the sky must feel when a gaze from below surpasses any
shade of blue it has ever projected
we walked slowly and unintentionally into the past lives of ourselves before you
stopped suddenly still to face me
the earth held its breath
your lips whispered soft velvet words
“I hate you”
the earth released a sigh
it was then I knew you loved me .
Nikki Lockhart